TAKE THIS TO YOUR GRAVE & I'LL TAKE IT TO MINE

2:46 am

Everything is just so easy with him.

I don’t have to worry about texting him at odd hours, he usually never responds until the morning but I don’t feel silly or annoying. I don’t have to figure out the radio between how many times I text him first vs. he texts me. I don’t have to worry about saying the wrong thing, or talking too much. I don’t have to worry about admitting when I’m nervous, afraid or uncomfortable. I don’t have to worry about if hell wait for me after I leave for x many of months. I don’t have to worry about him not giving honest opinions. I don’t have to worry about sneaking out of his bedroom to go back to my own. I don’t have to worry about making up excuses. I don’t have to worry about not being good enough, or pretty enough. I don’t have to worry about defining relationships. I don’t have to worry about his intentions.

It just hit me, everything that used to stress me out about relationships, i dont have to deal with anymore.

Do you know how nice this?

All I have to do is love him.
Life doesn’t get any easier, or better.

xx.