TAKE THIS TO YOUR GRAVE & I'LL TAKE IT TO MINE

"this is the voice that i was given and if you dont like it take a long walk off of the shortest pier you could find" ~ the academy is...
Jan 16 '12

12:25 pm

So my dad just called me and told me that my mom signed over all of her money, all the money and assets my grandparents left to her AND to my siblings and I, totaling somewhere between 23 and 28 million dollars, to her drug dealer boyfriend and his kids, and it is now my responsibility to talk to her and convince her to change the name of the beneficiaries back to myself and ary and the boys.

Seriously? I can’t deal with this right now. I just got back to school, it’s my last semester of college, I don’t need this shit. But seriously god what the fuck is wrong with her all this guy does is physically abuse her and get her high and she’s like oh here take all of the money my parents worked their entire lives for. Worked so their kids and their kids’ kids could have good lives and not have to worry and struggle but indulge and enjoy life. But nah. Here you go, you take it.

My dad told me I’m not allowed to be mad and I can’t speak angrily or demeaning to her but I have to tell her I love her and miss her and want her to come visit and meet my fiancé and son. He said I dont have to mean it but I have to say it.

Fuck that shit.

It’s not even the money aspect. It’s that she would take my name off an put his kids on. She probably hasn’t even met his kids. It’s not even hers to decide, my grandparents died and left something for us, that means something. they’d be rolling in their graves if they can see her now. I just don’t get it. Why doesn’t she leave? We gave her an out and she went crawling back.

Gawd I just want to be back with Chase , I don’t get to see him for another month.

Well this is a great start to the week, lemme tell ya.

Fuck this.