December 2010
8 posts
MESSAGE FOR TONIGHT
The one thing I’m asking everyone tonight is to please, DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE. Statisically, the most DWIs and accidents happen on New Years Eve. Believe me, if partying is your thing, go all out. But take advantage of public transportation, walk, whatever. Most major cities have free public transportation tonight, please look into it and plan accordingly. Just please, do not drink and...
So I guess here's my obligatory look back on 2010...
Is it just me or has this year flown by? Especially this semester. This year wasn’t really anything fun or exciting or amazing. I feel like nothing too memorable happened to make this year stand out. However, I think this year was big for me in a more personal way. I’m not really sure whats the word exactly, maybe matured, maybe grew, but I have defintely overcome a lot of personal...
Dear Argentinan Dancing with the Stars, →
A few spins and choreographed steps from side to side does not make softcore porn dancing.
5:13 pm
Do you want to know how I know Jonathan and I will be okay?
Not just with tihs, but with everything?
Well, last night we got into a fight. Long story short, I found out he’s been talking to his ex/baby-mama/girl i’d feel uncomfortable with him talking to, and when I asked him what it was about he flipped out, got angry and snappy, which in turn got me suspicious and angry and scared...
2:05 pm
i want to have a baby with Jonathan. i love chase more then anything, but its not the same. i want to be pregnant with hom and see the sonogram together and see his smile the first rime it kicks. i want to do all the things first time parents do, i want jon to make fun of me because i dont know how to put together a carseat, or lay with jon and baby in a rockong chair as jon sings us to sleep. i...
relax, relapse again
i’m so close to one year. please don’t let me break this. all i want is one year. i’m so close. just make it to the one year point, well take it in baby steps after that…just get me to an entiren year.
2:08 am
heres a secret: i want to sit around the kitchen table with three generations of women in my family. i want us tonrant about the men and i want them to warn me about whats to come when im marrord amd give me advice and tell me im crazy but know ill be fine. i want to have a daughter and all of us to be there together. i dont know why, but i cant seem to shake this longing. here i am in the most...